my cousin died last august and both of these dreams are about him.

1.
i literally lived 1 foot away from a mcdonalds. they didn’t sell food though, they only sold high end drinks and diamonds. my house was made of glass, most of the glass was etched with huge desings in it, except for the living room. the living room was all clear glass except for a panel that ran along the base of the walls that was about 3 feet high and it was blue glass. my cousins (1 boy, 1 girl. both still alive) and my best friend were at my house… we decided to go to mcdonalds and get some drinks, but i wanted a diamond necklace. the boy cousin, ryan, got a sprite that had eatable gold flakes in it. my girl cousin, ollie, got a dr. pepper… that was it for her lol. and i wanted a diamond necklace, but i couldn’t decide which one. so we got the drinks and left. when we got back to my house there were 2 doves that had broke through the blue panel glass in the living room, one was fine, and the other was dying. i sat with the birds for a long time, the bird that was fine was a girl and the dying one was a boy. i held the boy in my hands… until he died. i then named him allen (my cousin who died) and the girl i wanted to set free… i cupped her in my hands and took her outside, as she flew away, i named her veronica (allen’s wife)

^^ this dream was so cool… i loved it, it was kind of sad, but it was a good message. i dont know about the fancy mcdonald thing though lol.

since allen had died, veronica and i have become very close. we are like best friends, we’re always together. this one is very short
2.
i was standing on a hill, the sun was brighter than ever, but i didnt have to squint. everything was so perfect. a man appeared in front of me, and asked me if i was afraid of death? i replied no (cause im not). he began to tell me the story of how veronica and allen had met. after the long story he said i had 2 options. 1. stay in this perfect place with veronica, and allen remain dead. -or- 2. i die, and allen comes back for veronica. i chose option 2.

the reason i think that one is so cool, is cause that’s the real me. that is something i would do for someone… and it felt so real.

saddest:
this happened in real life but it sucks when it just keeps replaying in your dreams.

i came home from dinner with my family and i went outside to get my dogs… when i looked out the back door, all i could see was blood. blood everywhere. i looked down and saw my pomeranian laying in front of the door, he was still breathing. i yelled as i ran through the house to the front door “call the vet!” i ran out the front door to the side of the house, i jumped over the fence and ran to my dog. i gently picked him up as he wimpered. i took him to my dad, i was covered in blood, and then went to my mom and she was getting the car keys. we drove the dog to the emergency vet and after a few hours of him being with the doctor, the doctor came out and said “he’s lost too much blood, his lung was punctured by another animal” i then woke up crying and i still have this dream sometimes.