luring moon asked:


I started dating this guy that I meet in a friends wedding he was very nice he was the center of attention of the table where he was placed at he is not the good looking kind of man, but his attitude made him look like the coolest guy ever. After we danced and he asked me to drive him home because he was drunk I refused because I didn’t know who he really was. So I left from the party he got my number from the groom and, the bride is my friend she got mad because my phone # was given to him why? You all find out later. we started to go out after a few months we fell in love, he started talking about marriage so he bout me the most cheapest ring ever a 12k ring with a fake diamond I was not sure to get married for my luck I had found out that I was pregnant he told his hole family when I told him not to say anything, His parents wanted me to marry him right away he started making arrangements for a wedding in less then a month, so I decided not get married then I found out he had 3 kids and was divorced and he was always fighting with his x wife. I moved in with him he turned into this crazy jealous jerk he would get mad if spend time with my mom he would think that I would leave the house to go and chat online with a long time friend before I even meet him and he would just get so mad that he would insult me in front of his friends and my friends make me cry spy on me when I would go to our bedroom to see if I was really faking it and hide under the bed when I had it with a that problems I had decided to leave him he stood in front of the door so I would not leave and took my car keys I stay so he could calm down, days past and the same thing again I fainted one day in the restroom and he was so mad telling me to stop faking it, to get up I was pregnant so I was having this fainting problems he called my mom my mom came over to my house and he was telling my mom that why didn’t anybody told him that I was like that sick and well instead of him being worried he was so mad. That was solved, and now that I don’t live with him he would still insult me in front of a police officer like 5 days ago and he told me that he still loved his x wife even if she had cheated on him. Right after I started finding out that he was a real jerk to her to and that is why she cheated but he told me he was doing all that to me because of her fault I feel so bad because none of that is my fault and I ended paying her broken dishes. that he looked like a jerk in front of me and the police officer because the he was trying to be all cool with the officer he treated the officer like if he knew him but the officer put him in his spot the officer demanded respect because they did not know each other and the officer was me picking up my kids thing from my x boy friend house. well my friend the one that got mad with her husband for giving my phone number out it was because she knew the type of man this guy was she even said don’t mess up her life she’s a good girl please leave her alone even the husband then realized the same and asked him to not call me they sort off knew this was going to happen now what should I do to forget about him I still have to see him because of my son he was the most disrespectful man to me and my hole family my family loved him but now they hate him so much but I still love him and @ the same time I hate him my family found out so much about him that he would always lied about and I don’t care. People tell me don’t go back with him but I miss him but I want to forget about him I don’t really want to be with him what can I do I don’t have much friends that I can go out with so I go out by my self with my son but when I go out I tend to noticed fathers with their babies and I wish he would be there with my son but he cared more spout his other ones then my son when it was him that ripped the frank condom to get me pregnant so would stay with him and marry him to fix his economical problems I don’t know what to do please help me out what should I do for me and my son